Poems

I originally wrote these in Finnish but translated them for this blog.


Sundial

Suddenly I see

how pure the cold is

when, awaken by the snow,
the white flashes bubble
as smile-covered memories

that will stay in the bottom of
your stomach

to move agitatedly around
The blissful, painful nostalgy

Just like

the sun will climb up to enchant

all the conifer sisters
120 minutes of magic

and the blue shadows of the trees
are dancing, floating on their bedspread

like sundials




About insignificant things

Oh, sparrow
we've never been equal

You've always been

the brighter star

I've always been
an observer, I think

Not avoided, but still
tepid?

For always,
your little things
are bigger than my big things

and that's probably the reason

you make me feel like

you don't want me
smiling around you

but you know,
I always smiled for you





And the world would be too beautiful if

Listen,

the moon is throwing it's capes
jingling softly

to stars above the world

Look,

in the bottom of the sea

we'll caress the turqoise seaweed
that's composing us

a song about sea anemones
on it's beautiful coral bed

I always love the feeling..

...when I'm writing the very first words to a new diary or a blog. The feeling of starting something.

So, here's my new blog. The old one is closed now- I made a new one 'cause I wanted to start writing in English. (So all my friends in deviantart could read it, basically. Well, of course I enjoy writing in English, too. Hehe.) And I also wanted to change the name and theme of the blog- this one will focus more on my artsy stuff. Of course I'll still be writing about my life and thoughts too but you'll see a lot of sketches, drawings, poems and that kind of stuff. I'll just dump everything here. 8D

Well, yesterday my whole family had a real scare. Our elder bull terrier Lumi (4 years old) got a strange, severe allergic reaction all of a sudden. It was about 10:30 PM when my dad noticed her acting nervously. Lumi had these large, red circles (looked like some kind of abscess) rising all over her skin and her eyes were almost swollen shut. She had troubles breathing and she whined and ran around our house and tried to rub her skin and face to everything. (Like the couch, the curtains and my dad's coat for example) We, of course, were frightened because we didn't know what was troubling her and tried to find out if she had eaten something dangerous. My brother thought she was going to die because she looked and sounded so terrible. We gave her an allergy pill and my mother called the vet to ask what we should do. We were advised to take her to the veterinary in attendance if we were really worried. We decided to do so, just in case. I couldn't have slept for the whole night if we hadn't. It was about 11:00 PM when we left and it took us almost an hour to get there. All the time I was hoping it would turn out well, I had promised my brother we would bring her back alive and healthy. When Lumi got to the chilly carrier (we had left it outside and it was freezing cold) her breathing settled down. The cold seemed to ease her condition.

For my relief, the vet said that it wasn't anything real dangerous, though it looked bad. It was a common allergic thing dogs often get in the fall, caused by something they get from outdoors and Lumi was going to survive. She gaved her a cortisone injection and told that it would make her really thirsty and a little bit tired but she wouldn't have those rough symptoms anymore, though the skin thingies might relapse before they finally disappear. Then we took the sleepy patient to car, drove home and were extremely happy to know that Lumi was all right.

And now, to conclude my very first blog entry, I'll show you a picture of our little convalescent:

She's been very tired today, but the red things are gone and no more symptoms have appeared.